You see, I hope to be a writer myself someday
Oh
Look back on my wasted time
Can't think of a reason why
I let that shit go on for so long
It was a ticking time bomb
And sometimes I reflect (Sometimes)
To try and predict what'll happen next (I tried to read the future but)
I'm still lost (When it comes down to it)
I'm still lost
Woah, hey
Yeah, lately I've been on some growth shit
Waiting for my day I see my future through my whole wrist
I ain't been progressing or at least I never notice
Cause to me I just been waiting for the moment that I'm chosen
Or I'm not, cause if I turn my nothing to something
I got my niggas at my side, I know they up for the running
I said this me shit that I'm fronting, this future I've been hunting
Been on timing when I catch it, know it's shutting me out
Ain't got no login on my shit, no you ain't shutting me down
And I've been hopeless but a part of me still running for crowns
And I been floating on that water but a part of me still hope that I drown
And if I don't I hope you'll still be around
Because I'm, I'm sticking to my line and not the plot
So that keep a nigga chatting when he not
That feeling keeps me balanced in my head when I start gazing at the top
I've been confidence like they my props
And sometimes I reflect (Sometimes)
To try and predict what'll happen next (I tried to read the future but)
I'm still lost (When it comes down to it)
I'm still lost
Woah, hey
Yeah, I wrote out my whole year (Woah)
Revised it, surprised that I got the all clear (Yeah)
Now those barriers stay broken, I broke in, I'm here
Broke now but bro know I ain't in two years (Yeah)
Yeah I found it (Ayy)
Underneath my notepads, yeah I found it (Yeah I found it)
Bro I found it, making noise, alarm, I sound it (Yeah)
I don't forget but I forgive and I'm still counting, uh (1, 2, 3, 4)
Nah, ain't bouta ruin my mood
Keeping a smile on my face
You know I'm making a move
When I go ghost for a day
You know the bomb diffused
Ain't bouta wait for the day
You fuck off and leave, heart on my sleeve
From now on, I'm getting a say (Hey)
Got no login on my shit- on my shit- shutting me down
Hopeless but a part of me still running for crowns
Got no login on my shit- on my shit- shutting me down
Login on my shit, no you ain't shutting me down
And I been floating on that- on that- part of me still hope
Floating on that water but a part of me still hop-
And I been hopeless but a p- but a p- running for crowns
Floating on that water but a part of me still hope that I drown
And if I don't I hope you'll still be around
And sometimes I reflect
To try and predict what'll happen next
I'm still lost
I'm still lost
You might have to wait a long time