I totally get it
Every moment spent with me
Was regretted
And every ounce of energy left standing
Will only bear the silence of me staring
At the ground
Not making any sound
Terrified if I'm alive
Praying to painlessly die
Cause I don't know how to deal with myself
When I stare into the abyss
That is my mental health
I just think it'll all be nothing
I don't know why I try so hard
To prove I'm something
I know I'm just another speck of dust
In this endless universe
There's no way I'd even be important enough
To be cursed
But nowadays I'm trying to backtrack that thinking
To find out what really made me feel like I was sinking
Cause this ship keeps going down
Despite this feeling I still stick around
I just think it'll all be nothing
I don't know why I try so hard to prove I'm something
I know I'm just another speck of dust
In this endless universe
There's no way I'd even be important enough
To be cursed
But nowadays I'm trying to backtrack that thinking
To find out what really made me feel like I was sinking
Cause this ship keeps going down
Despite this feeling I still stick around