I know right now
I can be anywhere I'd like to
But I'll never know where that is
I'll just stay frustrated from the fits
Of rage that pops up
When I'm not paying attention
Everyone's convinced I've deprived of affection
Cause I don't even know how to accept
A genuine friendship
My shield just reflects
Any sort of nice conversation
In the atmosphere
I can't take the subject anywhere but here
And it just goes deathly quiet
You tell me you understand
But I don't ever really buy it
These off balanced chemicals in my brain
Keeps me locked on a ball and chain
To my computer screen everyday
Learning too much to remember anything anyway
I just get a little glimpse of what knowledge I might have
And it all goes to bands you probably think are bad
But that just makes me love them more anyways
I'll always prefer genuine feelings over a pretty face
Change your ways, watch what you say
Words hurt more and more and more everyday
As we climb
Towards higher consciousness
It gets more dangerous
We could change the world
But we're too oblivious
But that just makes me love them more anyways
I'll always prefer genuine feelings over a pretty face
Change your ways, watch what you say
Words hurt more and more and more everyday
As we climb
Towards higher consciousness
It gets more dangerous
We could change the world
But we're too oblivious