Toss and turn in your sleep From the shit they keep making up And you'll keep convincing your silly brain that This ain't what's got you so fucked up Humpty dumpty falling pretty casually I'm in pieces and the pieces they surround me This isn't shelter, it's the closest thing to hell If I could hear over the screaming, I'd probably hear myself Lately I've been thinking I should take up heavy drinking You make my shiny stars stop even twinkling Cuz I don't have the stomach for it or you There's puke dripping out my nose and I'm only two Beers balls deep into this bullshit night Where nothing makes sense, and I'm still dead inside Why did I chug that vodka when it got passed I drank it for for three seconds and in three more I'll be on my ass Screaming at the walls and everything in between them This is a whole thing This is a whole thing Goodnight nobody I kinda wanna pretend I'm out of oxygen And black out so I'm not conscious For another fucking second of this