Blowing out the candles on someone else's birthday cake Along with your mistakes Old habits are so hard to break I get staler every day Convince myself i'm doing great But I don't know how this is ok Something will go wrong eventually It always does and i'm left in the debris Can someone manage my thoughts or at the very least Seal them up in envelopes I'll never open up and read Bats in the sky Flying around all night And you love to solicit the Corners of my brain The later it gets i think I wanna die Somewhere fun tonight Soullessly tainted This dump's overrated You act like I'm speaking Japanese I wish I could take it But I need a wax nap And another place where I can sleep My laundry's the only Thing I've got that isn't piling up