The only thing you've meant that you said in
The last nine god damn months
Was when you told them you needed space from them
And then you let go all at once
Evaporating, you turn your head
Forgetting all those pretty words they said
Memories antagonize
Red flags hidden under sheets of lies
They loved when you could just be yourselves
But now you're running away from the past
They don't sell comfortable shoes down in Hell
You always wondered how long could this last
The coffee cups are so stained and brown
Charleston's a fucking ghost town
They won't forget your voice
They love its sound
White Nikes with the blood stains
What a mess, I hate my skin
I keep on having the same nightmare
Where I rip it open again
White Nikes with the blood stains
You're a mess, you'll never win
I always find a silly reason
I should tear it to shreds again
White Nikes with the blood stains
All I think about is them
And finding spotted sheets of toilet paper
In your bathroom trash can again
White Nikes with the blood stains
When I ask you where you've been
You say, "A lot of fucked up places"
And, "I'll never love again"
White Nikes with the blood stains
I don't know how to not think you hate me when
You cut me off for the millionth time
Then you disappear again
White Nikes with the blood stains
Sinking ship and I can't swim
I wouldn't wanna weigh down your only life raft
And make you hate yourself again
At least
We're going fucking nuts in solidarity
At least
We're going fucking nuts in solidarity