Am I crazy? Have I lost my mind
Am I mentally unstable or am I just fine
It's all perspective, but my promise to the world is this
Once my reign is over, none of you useless peasants will be missed
I have found that my superiority has made me not so much a person but a bloodthirsty fiend
Every thought, every movement, every breath
Your life is in my hands and my hands will bring you death
I'm not a killer. I'm not a fucking killer
What the Hell is going on
This constant struggle with the thoughts inside my head make me wish I was dead
God, I wish I was dead
I can't do it anymore. I can't feel this way
I've never admitted it, but I'm not okay
These voices induce an internal riot
I'm going mad inside my head
Right now I should be dying
Save me now
Please save me
I won't keep living this way
They've tied me up
They've tied me up and left me to die
I am alone and I am monophobic
Locked away with no light to guide, it's dark
I'm terrified
I can't shake this feeling of anxiety
Is this the side effect of being my own deity
My fear has slowly turned into hate which I will use to fuel my imminent rage
Although they think they can torture me in this Hell
They'll soon find out that I know the devil all too well
Everyone here will die now
No one could ever stop me except for myself
But why would I want to
I'm fucking losing my mind as days go by
No light - I might as well be blind
I can see nothing
I feel nothing with no sense of time
My body shakes as they keep me awake just to take my life
I've cried out for help
No one can even hear me
Maybe they're just not listening
Or could it be that they've fucking forgotten
After what you've done to me, you better hope I never see your face again
I will tear you apart
Just like I've fantasized about from the very fucking start
You cannot fathom what it's like in this room
To be fully secluded from the world you once knew
Don't save me
Don't save me
I love living this way
They've tied me up and brought me to life
I am alone because I'm anthrophobic
Locked away with no windows, it's so dark
I was born into darkness and now I know it
Don't save me
Don't save me
I love living this way
They've tied me up and brought me to life
I am alone because I'm anthrophobic
Locked away with no windows, it's so dark
I was born into darkness and now I know it