What's locked inside this bitter mind of mine You cannot fathom what I've left behind, but soon you'll see It's just a matter of time I've been alone for years, just waiting to fucking die Death Dealer, take me away My life means nothing I'm worthless, and now I'm losing my faith Grab me by the throat, and watch the life leave my eyes I'm never coming back to this filth I'm sick of waiting End it tonight My God, I can't stop shaking I can't take this anymore My fucking vision is fading Let me drown Don't let me see the light, or feel the darkness Feed me to the shadows Throw my body to the gallows Give in Give up I can't I won't suffer anymore I've seen it. I've felt it I want it. I need it I see it. I feel it. I have it Death Dealer Death Dealer Let it in. I've got to let it in This anxiety is getting under my skin, and there's no fucking escape Feeling my lungs fucking cave as the weight of the world crushes my chest You are the one to set me free I am the one to set me free Living is the sickness Dying is the cure Life is a disease Death is the vaccine Living Sickness Dying Cure Life Disease Death Vaccine Standing face to face with my self in the mirror I look away, but all I see is terror Staring back at me, the man that I used to be I can't recognize you, but you remember me I had no fear, now I am so damn weak Now, put the barrel between my eyes, I'm begging you. Please Go ahead, if you've got the guts End my life, mother fucker, 'cause I've had enough