The spark remains inside of me but it's fading out You were always so good with your words My paranoia tastes like dopamine But I'm forgetting where it all went wrong Because I'm tired and numb My body battered and sore I don't feel anything anymore A five hour journey home alone tonight But don't call just let me shut my eyes And this place looks like disaster to me Yeah I've laid down my guns But I'm still fighting a war Well they found a lighter in your back pocket And the petrol tank under your bed I didn't know you had it in you to watch me burn away You're an arsonist