I can't shake the trauma that I caused for you I watched you fall down a hole big enough for two The drugs don't work, they cover the pain A broken smile with a fistful of blame And I got ahead of myself I turned and ran away But you need to know I've never felt so lonely My friends don't even know me I think you're better off without me But I will remember I owe you an apology for everything that I've done I fell apart just to piece it back I'm on my own and I realise that I fucked up and I'm sorry I fucked up and I'm sorry And I got ahead of myself I turned and ran away But you need to know I've never felt so lonely My friends don't even know me I think you're better off without me But I will remember I've never felt so lonely My friends don't even know me I've never felt so lonely My friends don't even know me I think you're better off without me But I will remember you