What do I do with myself
With no one to please, no one to freak me out
I feel like everyone else,
I see through the fog of all the chemicals
Tip toe onto the morning talk shows,
Reading off a script hitting all the right notes
Once I hear applause I can take the suit off
Cause when the lights are beating down on you,
Yeah that tie will make you want to puke
How many shirts will I have to sweat through?
Just to never have to admit
The whole thing is a bit, I over committed
Didn't want to change except to stay the same way
There's always some scheme I'm imploring
Some lesson I don't feel like learning
These little lies keep my head from imploding
Under the scope of the world, philosophy, I don't know
What do I do with myself
With no one to please,
No one to freak me out
I feel like everyone else,
I see through the fog of all the chemicals
What do I do with myself?
Do I abandon the comforts of familiar hells?
A brand new sun,
A new sound,
I'm apart of the system that was freaking me out
Built myself a future where I could watch the world explode
Like it's cold soft serve in a hot boxed car
Melting onto the dashboard
All the conscious choices I avoid
The shine of the lights,
I'm stepping aside
Into the void