Got a message from somebody
Who shares your given name
And I thought that you were
Coming home to me
You told me to not be waiting
I tried hard to go my way
But I'm stuck on these unfading memories
Got no reason to be dating
Every waltz I try to take
They can feel the hesitation in my feet
It's been years
It's been ages
And I cannot seem to heal
From affection that is not a wound to me
The months just keep on going by
So what's a dozen more
I've ran out of excuses
I just don't want to move forward
I'd rather be alone in life
Than say I do unsure
As long as we're still possible
I'll never lock the door
I was driving through the city
When I thought I saw your car
That old piece of junk I hated
But I felt joy in my heart
And it made me want to call you
Just to ask you how you are
How I hate that you still love me
'Cause I wish that we could talk
I don't want the things you want from me
Except the days I do
Though I told you not to wait for me
It'd kill me if I knew
You were deep in love with somebody
And finally moving on
It's been years
It's been ages
Still I wonder if I'm wrong
The months just keep on going by
So what's a dozen more
I've ran out of excuses
I just don't want to move forward
I'd rather be alone in life
Than say I do unsure
As long as we're still possible
I'll never lock the door
I wish you'd just get married soon
I wish you'd hurt me more
So I can have a reason to
Stop peeking at the porch
I'd rather be alone in life
Than say I do unsure
As long as we're still possible
I'll never lock the door
As long as we're still possible
I'll never
Never lock the door