To change yourself to fit in Is just hard It makes things difficult You get tired after a while And you start to feel like You're not wanted You're not loved You're not acceptable And already ya know Being black We are already not wanted Not loved Not acceptable You know what I mean And uh To couple that with Trying to figure out Who you are When you already have an image Of what you are Everybody says This is what a black man is He's rough He's a gangster He's not a family person Not a family man He's he's just out there doing no good Trying to figure out who you are Amongst all of that And trying to build your own self image Is is is is a big task Horoscope is not the way to get to know me Aint no chance or destiny is gonna own me Ima choose the type of man that Micah gon be Box me in I'll break out and we cant be homies I been labeled all my life but now I'm so free Cept the days I'm gettin haunted by the old me Started screamin at my momma like it's O three Dang I thought my teenage anger was behind me I just wanna break the cycle But I keep on lettin me down Thought I found me an escape route Then I had another go round I just wanna break the cycle But I keep on lettin me down Thought I found me an escape route Then I had another go round Niece and nephews sure know how to make a man smile Love the babies but afraid to have my own child Met my daddy's daddy once and he was hostile Me and daddy fightin till the day I peaced out Plus I'm somewhere in the middle of beliefs now What to teach my babies when I got some deep doubt Call me Jacob wrestle heaven never tap out I aint lettin go until the blessings rain down I just wanna break the cycle But I keep on lettin me down Thought I found me an escape route Then I had another go round I just wanna break the cycle But I keep on lettin me down Thought I found me an escape route Then I had another go round Everybody say they won't forget their own folk Get a little bit of money and go loco I don't need a lotta paper to fight evil Jesus healed the broken Even though he stayed broke But I cry for empty stomachs of my negroes I aint greedy I just wanna see us eat though Had the contract in my hand I coulda been blowed But I felt the spirit tellin me to say no Try to keep integrity and I remain po While the wicked makin money by the boatload Black ambition but the system got me so low Just another generation in the cycle I just wanna break the cycle But I keep on lettin me down Thought I found me an escape route Then I had another go round I just wanna break the cycle But I keep on lettin me down Thought I found me an escape route Then I had another go round A righteous man falls A righteous man falls A righteous man falls A righteous man falls A righteous man falls A righteous man falls A righteous man falls Seven times And rises again And rises again And rises again And rises again And rises again And rises again And rises again