It's been eight years Working through this hell of progression man I just know there's angels And there's demons with they crafty Plans Sixteen depression really almost Hit the best of me F**k it if we chatting Here That started to be the death of me Pushing every boundary This world has ever given me I bench pressed Tore two muscles even in the process Regrets Falling off the surface of my eye lids Tell momma I be sorry My dreams ain't being the paper in I'm so tired being broke I'm so tired being hurt I'm so tired of being tired That my life feels like a joke Man I Fumbled Bag after bag L after l I swear if this don't make me pop I'm going right back with it I'm Kobe On his back pivot With all the injuries And still with it At twenty four man I really must me Gifted I ain't here from Pops in a minute now Deemed me as failure Before a n***a even started How? I don't know Funny how I look like you Now I don't even see it If I change this last name Hope you know the sole reason This is mima Momma I'm a go and make a master piece I'm just counting down the days That it takes for me to master me Weather mastery Or failure breathes Those my only options Unless My demons come and body me Pleases don't body me Please don't body me I hope you do not follow me I hope your proud of me I just want my momma be proud of me I just want my n****s know I be the best that I could be Looking at my self Black boy searching for his wealth I was looking off the cliff But If I jump now would it help Would it help yeah I don't think it help yeah I want some wealth yeah But I got to keep my health yeah I don't even know If I'm really suppose to be here That crash shoulda killed And I watched Happen no fear I'm a solid boy But that life flash different