I don't wanna go in blind
I'm afraid of my mind, no I'm not fine, okay
My dreams sometimes don't feel mine
I don't recognize this place, did I die and go to heaven
Am I stuck in a place that do not obey time
Are you God, or an angel, or in my mind, oh hey
I know your face know those eyes, yeah
I know your face know those eyes
I know your place in my life
Am I here because I do not know mine
Am I here because there's nobody by my side
Guess I'll never know, and that's alright
I been laying on the beach getting sunlight
I been laying on the beach getting sunlight
Taking time to myself, 'cause it feels right
Taking time to myself, 'cause it feels right
I don't mind being alone because my heart's right
Sticking to my guns, magazine in so tight
Lemon water, candles by a bathtub at night
Kick back, eyes shut, yeah this is my highlight
Every morning I am faced with the same things
Circles and circles in my mind, am I doing okay
Losing touch isn't much if I wanna be free
From these thoughts that suffocate and consume me
Can I see a glimmer within the sunlight
Or is that just my mind consuming my sight
The kids won't welcome me, they know the truth it can't be seen
So here is where I find my solace
I don't wanna go to sleep
I can't go another day losing my mind as I tell you that it's okay
Everyone and nobody around me is saying
Things I never hear for myself, yeah
And then
The clouds come to circle in
I am lost in the silence within
And I convince myself that I'm fine
As I achieve that special peace of mind