I don't blame you for your actions
It's stupid the way I reacted
But I'd be stupid to give you the satisfaction
Of knowing that it got to me
And I don't blame you for trying
To make it seem like I can
Just leave and everything will be okay
But it's not that easy 'cause
I'm awake but can't seem to find the door to get out of here
Love you claim, the reason you stayed away when I was near
And you said "I still have the pictures of me and you"
'Cause you know what to say as soon as the truth bleeds through
I need you more than I need me too
You said you're doing better but that information's useless
Trying to justify your logic sounds more stupid
'Cause if you cared enough
Then we would've gone through this, together
And I can think of a million ways that this could've gone better
But I can't bear to fit the moment to this letter
'Cause I've already lost the symptom of your shoes
And I forgot everything 'cause
I'm awake but can't seem to find the door to get out of here
Love you claim, the reason you stayed away when I was near
And you said "I still have the pictures of me and you"
'Cause you know what to say as soon as the truth bleeds through
I need you more than I need me too
But you don't talk like that anymore (aaah)
And I got tired of keeping score (aaah)
So what's the point in telling them we were never a thing?
'Cause you don't call me that anymore
And I got tired of being yours
So what's the point in acting like we we're meant for something?