Fuck am I out here tryna find in Santa Monica
Maybe a model named Veronica
Who reads books and makes playlist without no genres
That could make my life a movie like a romcom with a splash of erotica
Wishing we gave up on making our parents proud of us
We act like we don't care but the truth is so obvious
That's why we moved out here
So we could leave them with a happy mirage of us
To visualize every time that they have a thought of us
And forget about how we skipped out on colleges
Well maybe that was just me reminiscing on the beach
Thinking I want a relationship but maybe I just want someone to relate with yea
Waves so cold thought
Swimming alone would save my soul but
They don't know what they don't know yea
They don't know what they don't know yea
Waves so cold thought
Swimming alone would save my soul but
They don't know what they don't know yea
They don't know what they don't know yea
Fuck am I tryna do in Cali, fuck with Gavin Newsom?
Is the only reason I'm here is to maintain illusions
And avoid solutions and stall conclusions
And act like my life in Atlanta ain't all in ruins
And I mean its not but it could've been
Maybe if I didn't come out here then it would've been
Shit, anything to feel good about myself
Cause though I'm good by myself
Kinda wish I wasn't by myself yea
Waves so cold thought
Swimming alone would save my soul but
They don't know what they don't know yea
They don't know what they don't know yea
Waves so cold thought
Swimming alone would save my soul but
They don't know what they don't know yea
They don't know what they don't know yea