Straight to the point
I never do this
I'm the one that's always known to keep everything to himself
Instead of letting out my feelings
That's so foolish
I just go on with my day
Bottling up the pain instead
Sometimes it's hard for me to breathe
Way too many people around
Get away from me
I just wanna be all by myself
Thinking feels intrusive
I tell 'em, "Get out my head"
I often fall
I wonder, is it bad I die instead?
But I'm scared, what then?
What then will happen to me?
I want to meet God
Can you tell by the way I live?
Probably not, you'll say
Well I wish I was a better kid
So, how can I kick the bucket when the bucket's kicking me?
(For starters, maybe look at a woman and not think about sex)
But she's dressed half-naked (so what?)
You cannot blame me
If I wasn't touched as a kid, I wouldn't be here
(Heal)
Well, definitely not by myself
(That's what I'm here for)
This takes more than human help
How did I even get here?
'Cause I never ask for help
It's not pride, I wish it was
Rejection almost feels like hell
Every time I open up, I always run back to my shell
Impulsiveness is hard to control
It's even harder to explain to my family
When I make them wonder, "Do you really love us?"
That gets me pissed, I can't lie
But, I understand it doesn't always look like it
But I hope that they can understand
What looks like isn't always what is
I love you, I know it's usually hard for me to say
So, I try to show it through my actions
But that gets fucked along the way
Healing is ours and I can only hope
And trust that one day
One day, one day
One day, one day
One day, one day
One day, one day
One day, one day
One day, one day
One day, one day