I sang your name But I never told you I never showed So I'm to blame We're not the same You were an ocean And I was frozen Beneath that lake Aspartame Your lips were pursing I'm always cursing Full of shame Another drink My words are broken My eyes are swollen Endless pain You killed for fame I killed my hurting White pills and bourbon Asleep for days What a waste I couldn't show up Couldn't focus Constant haze A constant hate Black hole heartbeat My lungs are empty My mind's a maze Awake for days The sun's still golden Windowsill lonesome I'll fall to fate