It's not looking good
What else could you possibly be doing tonight?
How you abandon who gon' love you right?
Then text me like; "Baby could you slide tonight?"
Way too many burdens have been placed on my heart tonight
After all this ace, I swear I brought it back to life
So when I push the bag girl you already know I bite
I trip on these leaves when the fall wind blows
Will I be alive next year?
Well I hope so
Will I be out my mind next year, who knows?
These drugs inside my bloodstream will help me (copе)
I see these shapes and thе colours collide
I'm sick and tired of living this life
Any which way it is time, I ignite
I'm sick and tired of living the right way
And I feel like everybody I know really hates me
Plus my medication flawed and it make me feel empty emotions
And in my dreams I feel my heart remain frozen
When I'm awake I smoke a blunt and pour potion
But it's old, part of me is growing up
Last night I felt I had enjoyed throwing up
I need to treat me better before I wreck my gut
Maybe I was meant for a life this fucked
I see these shapes and the colours collide
I'm sick and tired of living this life
Any which way it is time, I ignite
I'm sick and tired of living the right way
I see the shapes and the colours collide
I'm sick and tired of living this life
Any which way it is time, I ignite
I'm sick and tired of living the right way
Now I'm hurt, 'cause I'm drunk
But she said that shit on purpose
You can't say shit now so I'm just go
I can see it was the same girl I know, wait--wait, or I knew, I guess
Feel like fourty seasons I go through inside my head
I'm not tryna' talk no more, I swear you think I'm Ted
I can smell perfume on the duvet on my bed
And it's still there
I see the shapes and the colours collide
I'm sick and tired of living this life
Any which way it is time, I ignite
I'm sick and tired of living the right way
I see the shapes and the colours collide
I'm sick and tired of living this life
Any which way it is time, I ignite
I'm sick and tired of living the right way