There's a hole in the back of my skull The faucet turns and my thoughts pour out Since you know me so well, can you read my mind still? Am I swimming laps or am I only floating? Am I running fast or am I barely moving? Am I really here or am I only dreaming? When you say you love me do you really mean it Eyes cut like scissors, wrapping paper its your birthday I'm not a present thats just waiting to be opened. Thin shards of glass under my feet but I keep going When bad luck comes your way - you can blame it on me Time keeps moving I need somewhere to black out Two sided mirror who's that in my reflection? I'm stuck in between days that blend together Trace my lifelines and Tell me my future You start asking about the things that I've been thinking I go blank you're speaking in a different language It's a shame that you're always acting helpless you pretend you don't But I know you love it That's just my luck, I'm so lucky If not for my black cloud i'd have nothing In my sleep i'm tossing and I'm turning Trace my lifelines and tell me my future