I was a reckless boy With aspirations and dreams Builing my way up to my destiny But situation's changed Walls assembling Trapped in deception and agony Accumulating my anger constantly Closing my eyes to reality Finding strength and hatred Envy and greed Losing myself to anxiety In vain Suffering in vain With nothing to win nothing lose I'm circling Behind the edge of this endless apathy I'm slowly wasting in my own desperation With nothing to live for and nothing to choose I'm struggling to find the truth Inside a sea of self-destruction I try to fight my way back to the door I fight my way back to the door I saw I saw the world in black and grey And now it's time to cut the ropes I'm gonna take back my control Blergh I'm gonna take back I'm gonna take back my control This liberation keeps me keen Ahhhh With nothing to win nothing lose I'm circling Behind the edge of this endless apathy I'm slowly wasting in my own desperation With nothing to live for and nothing to choose I'm struggling to find the truth Inside a sea of self-destruction I try to fight my way With nothing to win nothing to lose I'm slowly wasting in my own desperation With nothing to live for and nothing to choose Inside a sea of self-destruction I try to fight my way back to the door