Searching for hours
Searching for nothing
It draws me back to
The times you used to stay
A selfish love buried deep inside you
What's more to say?
Where do I turn to?
And every night I wondered (This will forever be an apology)
How did it feel
To place your hands on another (With weary eyes and a broken heart)
Set in stone, purify your actions
Did you even love me from the start? (I'll let it disappear)
Or was it a norm for you to tear me apart? (You can't reassure)
I couldn't tell the difference anymore (So let's burn our bridges)
Despite everything
It's so compelling how
The words that pour out
From your mouth
Are nothing more
Than empty promises
And I can't take this anymore
So now I'm trying to
Revert myself back
To the person I once was
Praying for a change in concept
I guess I'll never know
I guess I'll never
I lay awake at night
Thinking of what we could have been
Everything I wasn't
Drove you away from me
So don't say you're sorry
No more apologies
With your knife in my back
You watched me bleed
I'm broken
I'm bleeding
And I know that you can't hear me
Because the decisions that you made behind closed doors
Showed your disregard for all we were before
So now I lay alone
In a bed for two
In a house we made
That was ruined by you
I'm recovering from your absence
But I'm still looking for the fragments
Of myself