It's so lonely and cold in this hole Losing sleep and these drugs don't work on me Now I feel nothing 'cause all this pain Is rooted in my veins Every night is a war Waking up in my bed and I'm still sore Another bottle just to help to ignore All the fucked up shit ♪ Razor-blade to my skin To see if I still feel Just to prove that I'm still here Just to prove that I'm still breath Smoke one more Play me more Take my pride Alcohol make me flee Take my pain Bring me feels I feel numb I smoked everything Burned my lungs to find something real Stay with me I don't want to be alone I just want to feel at home I feel numb I smoked everything Burned my lungs to find something real Stay with me I don't want to be alone I just want to feel at home If I said I loved myself Yea' I know I would be lie Day everyday run away from reality Can hide the pain but your eyes never lie How can I explain I don't even know myself? How can I explain everyday is exactly the same? How can I explain if no one else cares? How can I explain? How can I explain? I feel numb cut myself just want to feel something Burned my lungs 'cause I hate myself too Stay with me I can't do this by my own Stay with me I just want to feel at home