A grip so tight Release your hold You know I didn't want to be here The room spiraled out of control It was the same everyday And I couldn't open my door I just sat at the edge of the bed Empty stare and fingers red and sore Understanding is pointless The dread is a promise I held this promise in my head I'm dead Weigh me down, weigh me down Pick me up, pick me up Change your mind, change your mind Erase me, replace me The room starts to spin I'm afraid I bit more than I could chew Take me apart Start again Build me anew Weigh me down, weigh me down Pick me up, pick me up Change your mind, change your mind Erase me, replace me, erase me The silence is loaded in my head White noise, white noise I said "is it over again?" Weigh me down, weigh me down Pick me up, pick me up Change your mind, change your mind Erase me, replace me, erase me