I'm just banking on This all paying off But the irony is in taking off In the public eye its a golden shot If the lightening strikes will I catch it twice What the stats say I listen halfway Nagging me half to death bout my fail safes But I made promises I wouldn't ever reach for You hit your peak too early now you want to sit out But listen there no exit Second best guess is weaponizing your stress Warm welcome to the hive Prone to jinxing what's next A lost article to time Tunic in the trunk, only carry My findings Hard to let go of the circus in mind I hear the playback, mastery has taken its toll Learning lessons like it ain't nothing But later I'm stuck Still Sitting shoulder to shoulder Converting trauma to gold whatever Don't you wanna Ease a little Roll the cover Kiss the sun up Rise good morning Why you wanna Bum the part of You that wants to live a little Live a little live a little live a little Please don't promise I just wanna Count the commas Peace, no drama It could all be so easy But here I want to stick to my ways The same ways that's prevented sleep for four months But who's keeping track at this point Chamberlain scorecard keep it in sight Got the name flashlight from skipping on dreams Had a world full of hope where'd it go (Where'd it go) Bring it back (Bring it back) Send it home Misery keeping close company All my friends plant a seed I don't know nothing bout what you teaching I get mine for free Pulling rapper weed There's no playbook with these gadgets You know Japanese? Newest nominees star in all the comedies Please don't bring up fragments of the struggle Life is hard enough, two for one - make it double You knew I could ball form is ugly but I'm trouble Future got me swerving Newest New York city, relocate to find my purpose Love of my life staring me right down the barrel Now its always scary hours, cornered acting feral I can't get to dreaming in the ghetto asking Don't you wanna Ease a little Roll the cover Kiss the sun up Rise good morning Why you wanna Bum the part of You that wants to live a little Live a little live a little live a little Please don't promise I just wanna Count the commas Peace, no drama