I stay inside cause it's safer there I hate people that take ideas Then try to make it theirs But we all do it to make it fair We all influence the talk we share Lately watching YouTube vids to braid my daughters hair With tears in my eyes Cause her mama hate me so she ain't here Shit ain't fair But I lost my temper almost hit her I thank god I didn't take it there Still bloody knuckles And my mouth landed me in other legal trouble I mean it's petty shit But who knew being a good dad could turn to hectic shit Why the women got all the leverage Truth be told I wish that things were better and I wanna leave the city I think I'm getting too cool But I settle cause I can't miss my baby's first day of school I feel bad for chasing a dream And I can't pay my bills off these streams I'm still trying My main goal to stay protected I ain't lying Losing sleep and I barely eat I need to take better care of me You say the right things to level me Make me into a better me Never questioned your energy You stayed around in my toughest moments I never asked you to hold me up At first, I thought this shit would slow me up But you honestly keep me focused love This my moment of clarity I know this what I asked for but this scaring me Found faith in you so I took a leap Last person, I wanna see before I go to sleep Run ya bath water and rub yo feet You deserve everything