Sitting at the edge of this
Perspective feels like
Biggie bliss
I hope you know I wont come home for you
I sow my seeds deep
Dig my roots
My fruits only growin' if I do
Pleasure comes from promises
Maybe I missed mixed messages
The snow it fills, its cold
It gets me through
You have your vices
I got mine too
We keep em secret
I'll keep yours
I wont judge you
Was only a problem because we made it that way
Tried your best but came up short
I hope the hurt heals okay
I hope the pain fades away
I hope its nice where you lay
We agree to disagree we go
Our separate ways
Baby baby bird
Looking from the tops of tree leaves
Feeling deep within you breathing
Want to feast upon the freeing
Energy
You don't know whats
Best for me
You barely know me anymore
A lifetime of searching
I am getting my
Just deserving
I am living life despite unnerving
Almost ended everything at age 19
Guess it helps unlearning
Ya mama didn't raise you, let you fend for yourself
Ruined her life and she forgave you
For being no help
And she made you and bathed you
With no help
And she placed you at the top
And this is how your turn out?
It wasn't like you didn't have nice things
Necklaces and rings
HGTV
Swimming pool in the backyard to contain your dreams
Stay underwater lil' longer to escape reality
Will this play out how I see it in my head?
Will the vision, all I'm givin' to the world transcend?
Every little piece blend?
Every bit, every line
Will it fit, is it mine?
Is it time?
Is it my time?
Where will you leave it when you done with it?
Believe me there are creatures you will never truly meet
They will never show they teeth to you
Until they feastin' on yo juices
Gettin' off to all your truest
Light
Will you be my storm tonight?
Can't escape the rain
Will you be my all the time?
Know you taste my pain