Instant gratification vs
Natural cultivation
Hurt the ones i claimed to love
By getting faded
Staying jaded
Felt this deepness in my body
Seasick
Deeply frustrated
It goes on and on and on
And still the record keeps on playin
Taste of greatness
Now I'm feinin', feinin'
Killed my old self
Now I'm grievin', grievin'
Searchin' for the truth like a meanin'
Mean it?
Even my demons need someone to believe in
Even when our backs against the wall
We lean in
Somethin' bout the truth comes out
I'm focused on my healin'
Never underestimate that TEB be dealin'
Never ever contemplate whether or not
You need it
Yeah
You doubtful, heart sour
We shout out, weed louder
Came into my power
Came here to devour
I'll admit its true I've done some deeds
Need peace of mind to gather
But leave the sequence up to me
I'll shine bright when it matters
I don't think ill ever be real free
Too many ghosts attached to me
Too many lovers lost at sea
Seattle got this hold on me
Fate must got a call waiting
Cuz why else my dreams ain't fated?
Why i wasn't born with peace
So i go chasing chaotic?
Bridge too burnt to stand on it
Life too short don't plan on it
This shit ain't a subscription
It don't stop if'in you cancel it
Tried to by my way inside
But y'all was fucking counterfeit
Cash my check I'm bouncin' quick
Turns out I'm the shit
Go take a whiff