I don't wanna live like this Surviving on a devils kiss I don't wanna live like this But I don't know how to fucking deal with this shit I don't wanna live like this Surviving on a devils kiss I don't wanna end like this But I don't know how to fucking deal with this shit It's 4 am I am in a unknown house On a pretty white hill Where the leaves fall year round It's 4 am At an unknown house On a pretty white hill Where it's always fall Seasons won't change Bad habits remain Take a walk, through this holy place Gold round your finger, living through good faith I wasn't enough, and you were afraid Now look at me, you don't neet to be saved Na na na na na na na Yeah nothing will be alright Na na na na na na na What's it gonna be? Fight or flight? Narcotics, on your polaroids I'm Psychotic, I'm trying to avoid Every single thing that's still stuck in my brain Cuz I can't cherish thoughts that make me go insane It's 4 am At an unknown house On a pretty white hill Where the leaves fall year round It's 4 am At an unknown house On a pretty white hill Where it's always fall Seasons won't change Bad habits remain Seasons won't change If this toxic fucking mess of a brain will always stay I have a problem With everything I love