Kiss me on the head
Tell me I'm the best you've ever had
Forget the rest
Like how last week I dreamt about your death
Dirty laundry and all my regret
Brushed aside aside before we go to bed
I'd rather tell myself that you're forgiven
Than tell myself I gave in
Fuck me like a doll
I don't have to care at all
I have other people I use to feel human
And I call them when you don't find me amusing
I'll be up till 5
Wondering if you feel bad 'bout last night
Push that aside
And fantasize about being your bride
I'd rather tell myself your forgiven
Than have to tell my friends "I let him"
I'd rather tell myself you're forgiven
Than tell myself "I let him"