Tell me not to feel just like i already am I reach beyond my friends are already dead Lie to my face and tell me hope is real It makes no difference to me My pain will never heal Fascinate my inner thoughts to what I perceive as beneficial As the tormentor whispers: "Beauty in all things" I hope you get the picture i still bleed for It's better that you know I hold your head up so high I'm drowning in the endless sea As i reach for the only The only outlook i know I am crushed, estranged, embraced By the unknown The picture of emancipation Right under my nose Blissfully Awaiting For a sign of aspiration Hopelessness And agony A friend indeed "Yours in murder" I feel like A memory in time Fading, from your mind You feel me down your spine