Time Like dials on a clock Can I undo the shock That left me needing answers Theres a sign from above I misread I'll guess I'll end up dead I'm in search of devices To undo my vices I'll pay well To not descend to hell I don't miss another dose To avoid all my ghosts To not choke when I swallow All my pride for the last time For the last time One more time One last time No! I know! I know! I pleaded ignorance but still have so much left to say- They knew! All along! I disregarded every chance and no it's much too late All in vain Now I relinquish-Everything Plunge into the deep end-feast on anxiety Blackened lungs-absent sun! Blackened lungs-abesent sun! This is not anything new