If I could write a letter to myself today I would tell myself to not lose hope And tell myself to stay If I could mail my heart to myself today I would tell it to stop sinking Cause what they is I'm not thinking I don't know what could've gone wrong When I kept you waiting at your mailbox All day long Am I so different Am I so different That I'm looking up while looking down I won't be dragged into the ground If I could make myself look straight today I would hold my breath and close my eyes Cross my heart and hope to die If I could make myself think straight today I would walk a mile to say hello To every friend I've ever known I don't know what could've gone wrong When I kept you waiting at your mailbox All day long I don't know what could've gone wrong When I kept you waiting at your mailbox All day long Am I so different Am I so different That I'm looking up while looking down I won't be dragged into the ground And they make me Feel like I don't belong But what they say won't change my feelings There is no one I'd rather be than me Am I so different Am I so different That I'm looking up while looking down I won't be dragged into the ground And they make me Feel like I don't belong But what they say won't change my feelings There's no one I'd rather be than me Ladada Ladadadada Ladada Lalalala Ladada Ladadadada Ladada Ladadadada Ladada Lalalala Ladada Ladadadada Ladada Ladadadada