I wasn't scared or nervous Just searching for purpose And if you try to say goodnight You're running out of time Take everything you have make it last Before you find out you're going nowhere I can't go on like this anymore I've fallen further from the surface And I'll remember when we, oh we were such Hopeless lovers Every day I wake up is the same Looking for myself but all I see is grey Don't leave me alone in the end When all I have left are these words(you said) I never said I'd be content with losing this Forget my name and my selfish ways It seems I have no way to make amends I'm sorry it took me so long To tell you I fucked up I know what I did wrong In search of the things that I never got to hold I feel so hollow and it's tearing at my soul Just let me go... Just so you know I won't be there to carry you when you're alone