I am aware that I am nothing but this is only temporary
This is what it's like to be no one, this is what worthless looks like
Right now this is all I care about
I could never truly feel this form of life
The way you all fit each other's minds and isolate mine
I don't expect you to understand but maybe I'd be better off
I need to be happy stop my bones from tearing out of my skin
Leaving what I love behind, do whatever it takes to be just fine
I don't want to stay in this hell, I don't want to end it myself
If I could stay just one more day maybe I'd be better off this way
I've fallen further instead of climbing out, consumed by my self-doubt
I don't want to stay one more day but maybe I'd be better off
Isolate me
Tell me you understand because that's all I've ever wanted
I am haunted by everyone I've ever hurt
It's not what you deserve
You are all I loathe for getting in my way
It is safe to say we are all to blame
You don't deserve this so forgive my selfishness
I'm fading in and out of consciousness
Isolate me
Can I define myself as fading in and out of consciousness?
Because I live inside my head looking through my own eyes like windows
I am torn apart yet held together at the same time
I am free but I am in a prison of my own mind
So dilate my pupils and douse my brain in chemicals
To feel a little more alive and by tomorrow a little more like I deserve to die
So if you are in my way I will remove your face before your eyes
And you will never forget mine
Fucking isolate me