Raised by a bottle It's a pill I can't swallow So numb to the feeling, that I've become hollow This lonely road, I choose not to follow Been so low in my life Almost threw in the towel At least now I can see So it don't happen to me But nervously, I wait anxiously Digging deep In myself to find some belief I'll cleanse this cycle to set me free This dark path awaits, Waiting for me to cave To sacrifice my life To make it one way And I won't turn my head from this But I will move on without you It's not that I don't give a shit I'm gonna do what I have to do Without you I know that it feels like you're carrying lead But you don't need perfect limbs To move ahead Blank stare, not able to fake it Day by day, week by week, I can't fucking take it