Gauge out my fucking eyes And burn a hole in my memory Forget this time Cause everything Everything I see reminds me of you Darkness would be easier to live through I can't believe what I said to you It doesn't feel Like Its real I can't stay Forever still Trapped inside Of the memory I'm not the man I used to be I don't want him to be apart of your memory I am not the man I used to fucking be I feel like I'm my own My own worst enemy I feel like I'm up a- Against myself Please God Let me out Let me out