Once again, I'm left
To my own devices
I feel stuck, in this bed
I'm sick of all my vices
Hold me down
Keep me sane
Fucking take me out
Of this hell I've made
Been here before, I can't take it
Convinced myself, I can't change it
Trapped between instability
And the solace lost in serenity
I've made peace with the demons that haunt my sleepless nights
And I, wonder if you know the feeling, of what it's like
To waste, every waking second wishing you were someone else
It feels, like I've spent the past few years, faking what I've felt
Again I'm left
To my own devices
I feel stuck, in this bed
I'm sick of all my vices
I swear to God these walls have ears
It feels like I've never been alone in here
I spent so much time feeling sorry for myself
Every mistake I make I just blame everybody else
Floating in an endless prison
Of my own design
Drowning in the undertow
Of ankle deep seas in my mind
Locked myself in cages
With keys in arms reach
Suffocated by the hands
That were supposed to feed
Floating in an endless prison
Of my own design
Drowning in the undertow
Of ankle deep seas in my mind
Locked myself in cages
With keys in arms reach
Suffocated by the hands
That were supposed to feed
Once again I'm left
To my own devices
I feel stuck, in this bed
I'm sick of all my vices
Hold me down
Keep me sane
Fucking take me out
Take me out
Take me out
Of this hell I've made