In the heat of the moment I lose my head,
Blind myself to what this really is
In the heat of the moment I back down
And let all my fear and hate and doubt
Slide in
I lose the fight and disconnect
From the void that lies between birth and death
The empty hanging nothingness,
The blinding, rushing, numbing test
Yeah in the heat of the moment I lose my head,
Yeah I lose my head
And there's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
In the heat of the moment I think of the aftermath,
Think of the line I cross
In the heat of the moment I'm so far gone,
The line is a list, the list is a wall
But I just can't stop
Until the ease of dawn where I beg for rest
From the growing itch in my arm and chest,
The overpowering lack of sense
That drives me over and off the edge
Into the heat of war, marching on,
Robotic, mechanical,
And overwhelming appetite
For absolutely anything chemical
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
And I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way,
And I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way,
And I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way,
And I let my brother go
I let my brother go
I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way,
But would they let me go
Go to the devil my own way
I let my brother go
I let my brother go
Go to the devil his own way,
But would they let me go
Go to the devil my own way
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here
There's no coming back from here