I feel sick and I try to disguise This pattern often lies In mind I cannot pry To slip inside denied yet penetrates the eye No simple reason why Still something will collide Shake as I touch to find These thoughts ennui will bind In short there is no time Staring From the walls within This disease surely could Not face the fear that seals more of My heart sometimes than should I feel sick and I cannot hide This torment from my eyes And fear will never see it's here inside of me As much as I believe And try to rearrange But would it ever change Or just remain the same A test or what I will Know that I want it sill Staring From the walls within This disease surely could Not face the fear that seals more of My heart sometimes than should