Maybe if I liked being alone
I could give you your life back and let you go
Maybe if I got it together again
I wouldnÆt be belligerent and such a princess
Maybe the reason I got needy is because I never had real devotion
Maybe I criticized your loyalty because it wasnÆt given to me
Do you know who I am
ItÆs me in here with the doctor and the crowd around me
They are my chosen family
Tell me I'm important
But what about them standing there they don't get it
TheyÆre smiling at me, I guess theyÆre used to this
Maybe IÆll stop wondering when IÆm gonna die
Maybe then IÆll stop holding so hard to my life
Maybe next time I see my reflection my mind wonÆt be with me
Maybe my brutal honesty is only because I can get away with it
Maybe IÆll squash you relentlessly because you tried to crush me
Do you know who I am
ItÆs me in here with the doctor and the crowd around me
They are my chosen family
I guess you're not important
But what about you standing there you can't get in
You're smiling at me, I guess youÆre used to this
Please get out of my way I donÆt like f**king waiting
You need to bring me my food first
IÆm not the one you want to starve
And maybe you think youÆre my friend
And maybe one day youÆll give a shit about what I am
Do you know who I am
ItÆs me in here with the doctor and the crowd around me
They are my chosen family
Tell me IÆm important
But what about you standing there you canÆt get in
YouÆre smiling at me, I guess youÆre used to this