"I'd love to change the world, but I don't know what to do, so I'll leave it up to you"
I had a dream I was sitting with Janis, Jimmy, and Kurt
They told me what I was doing was great, but it wouldn't work
They said "You can't do what we did in our day anymore and
You missed the train to join us and you hate yourself for it"
I don't belong in music, they'll eat me alive here
They are snakes so my strength doesn't apply here
But why they don't look up when they speak to me?
Like I'm not 10 stories tall and they're weak to me
The magazines, the world tours, the traveling, the shows
I go home, I still carry fuckin' guns in my clothes
Cause you see all these things as now I have more to lose
What if I see all of this as now I have more to prove?
"I'd love to change the world, but I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you, so I'll leave it up to you"
"When they shot you at 27 that was your ticket to see us"
"Why'd you jump behind that cover why didn't you let them bleed ya?"
"They would've released that record unfinished it would've been huge"
"Now you're waiting for them to turn
On you every new thing that you do"
I don't belong in music, they'll eat me alive here
They don't say it to your face they sneak and connive here
I'm growing so fast, I'm alienating myself
And I can do bad on my own, I don't need nobody's help
"I'd love to change the world, but I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you, so I'll leave it up to you"