Render me useless, I'm a shell of who I used to be. And I struggle to make sense Over why my life is so fucking empty Nothing to say, nothing to give Cause every time I push myself to relate I'm reminded of why I never bothered in the first place. All this time I thought I needed help (needed help) All I needed was to help myself (help myself) Quick to point the finger and reflect the blame Sorry if i ever came across as vain I never took the time to see what life gave me. I fucking hate myself, I was so blind Nothing worth doing is ever easy So why cant i make up my mind? Erase me, block me out Why would anyone believe the shit that comes out of my mouth? Sometimes i just want to run away But what kind of person would that make me? Faking a smile only goes so far When you don't believe in the person you are It doesn't matter how hard you try just give up, you'll never be happy