Why is it so hard for me to Look into people's eyes It makes me feel like I'm dying Why is it so hard for me to Connect with something Other than this darkness Than this darkness Why am I still so afraid? Why am I still so afraid? Why am I still so afraid to let you in my heart? Everyone you know will slip away from you Everyone you love will die and there's nothing you can do About the fact that this is such a difficult existence Do you have the strength to carry on? Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one burdened with Constant thoughts of death and despair I'm always questioning The point and the meaning In this life that's so fleeting Why am I still so afraid? Why am I still so afraid? Why am I still so afraid to let you in my heart? Everyone you know will slip away from you Everyone you love will die and there's nothing you can do About the fact that this is such a difficult existence Do you have the strength to carry on?