I got so used to Lying about who I was That I forgot who I am I got so used Putting up walls That I never let anyone in And I don't wanna be afraid to be who I am I don't wanna be ashamed to be where I've been This pain will never fade away Cause everyday I wake up I feel the same It stays in my blood and my brain Cause nothing I can do to wash it away Sometimes depression Is the only thing reminding me That I feel alive And all the sadness Could be more beautiful than All of the stars in the sky And I don't wanna be afraid to be who I am I don't wanna be ashamed to be where I've been This pain will never fade away Cause everyday I wake up I feel the same It stays in my blood and my brain Cause nothing I can do to wash it away