Idle head, why do you induce such empty thought I need a reason for the void I live with that I've always fought I feel it growing inside of me And eating all my energy I'm never in the mood for anything And it happened over time I cast myself aside I wanna be left all alone to pick Myself apart and find why I'm feeling so numb Am I someone that was wired from the start To be so vacant and so far from feeling joy It seems I can't avoid this emptying feeling It seems like everyday, I'm swallowed the whole by a lack of Chemicals that are absent from my brain Can't shake it off, waiting for the moment of joy inside my frame I feel incapable of feeling bliss Well isn't it so obvious that I'm not cut for all of this? Because I feel it all the time An overwhelming lack of drive I wanna be left all alone to pick Myself apart and find why I'm feeling so numb Am I someone that was wired from the start To be so vacant and so far from feeling joy It seems I can't avoid this emptying feeling Spells of disinterest seem so routine, Infesting my head like a parasite. Will I escape this hollow feeling? I can't tell, it'll never really show itself. I wanna be left all alone to pick Myself apart and find why I'm feeling so numb