Hiding from your eyes, all the voices in my mind never stop
Singing me that life is a bitter promise
Would you turn the lead to gold
And lose me in its glow if tonight I'm losing control again?
Because I doubt I'm worth saving
I'm only looking for another kind of high
The drugs, drugs can't take me higher
Seems like my demons are all waiting in line
And love, love don't get 'em numbed, no
Just want another fucking way to waste time
To drown, drown all of my problems
I'm only looking for a way out now
I'm only looking for a way out
Like waiting for a spark, this overdriving heart never stops
Telling me that I would be better off dead
Oh, would you turn the lead to gold
If everything I touch, I corrode?
Will we only count the bones of the dreams that I burry?
There's nothing to save here
I'm only looking for another kind of high
The drugs, drugs can't take me higher
Seems like my demons are all waiting in line
And love, love don't get 'em numbed, no
Just want another fucking way to waste time
To drown, drown all of my problems
I'm only looking for a way out now
I'm only looking for a way out
How many days, fucking begging for another crumb of serotonin?
My inner world got me feeling heavy
I'm losing faith in any kind of modern magic
After the grey, hell should be fucking easy
Hell should be fucking easy
Yeah
This insatiable mind is running on empty
How many steps 'fore it shoves me from the edge?
It's getting hard to get a break
Just wanna feel, just wanna feel okay
'Cause if oblivion's like a bullet, I'm an empty gun
And every minute is a journey to the next one
These fucking moments turn to bridges
They bring me back into this place where everything is fading in silence
Don't wanna spend another day feeling under the weather
Here in between the void and everything it's taking
God knows how often I've tried to bleed
Bleed, bleed the feeling
I'm only looking for another kind of high
The drugs, drugs can't take me higher
Seems like my demons are all waiting in line
And love, love don't get 'em numbed, no
Just want another fucking way to waste time
To drown, drown all of my problems
I'm only looking for a way out now
I'm only looking for a way out