Every day I feel a new attachment I feel the fear in her skin and I hate that it's lasted Her eyes tell the story of, a violent touch Though she tries just to mask it You can confide in me she says Cut free of all this distress Cleanse your mind, and redefine Is this a tactic to gain my control, Ensure my support, to make sure that she's sheltered I sense some truth in her eyes But if this leads us to my demise Where is earth in this conflict? History could just repeat, And maybe it's just something we should just leave Even through my great reservations Can't help but grow more fond Been given many revelations For a second I swore I saw her soul Escape her mouth as she told me of all her devastations I held her tight, through that cold winter night The sound of a sick serenade, Children l being slain, and should she know that I'm all to blame A feeling I thought I had felt, Sympathy and apathy these were traits that I had just shut out Just quit now, can I be forgiven if I just quit now? I spilled the blood of several thousand Could you still feel my soul? If I was lost and I didn't know? They say "blessed are the meek" If I can't be reconciled, what's my destiny? It was cold, and sky was black Placed in a gaze then something in me snapped, Just sick of hiding myself, and pretending to be, Something more than human, Someone that could relieve the pain for them, their emptiness There's things you should know, Things I've suppressed and now it's time for me to show