I spared my first many nights ago She had this vibrant glow Even after taking a child, my conscience had to know Am I justified in this genocide? Can there be retribution if I decide? Just lay low I cannot compose myself with all these distractions anymore "Why didn't you take me like others? How could you watch these people suffer?" How could I explain anything? You haven't felt like a rat in a cage Like your existence is vain Like you'd do anything to feel the same It's just another day for the Earth and space Things will die, others survive It doesn't stop or think Take a good look at your life Is this the first time that you've Tried to look far past just yourself To make the best with the cards you're dealt? Now look at me Is it pure evil you see? Maybe I'm more human than you'd like to believe Look at me What do you see? I was froze in a moment, choked What if she knew of all the blood I'd shed? What if my true colors show? What if this pure flesh is torn by the repercussions I've bestowed? God, if you're real, please hear me Take the pain from the pure you hold dearly